Have I really loved?

As I was spending time with God today, I randomly stumbled upon 1 Corinthians 13 again. It struck me really hard. Is what I call love, love?

5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

The truth is this: as much as I often say that I love someone, my actions have proven my love wrong.
If the Lord searches my heart again and again, perhaps by his definition of love he would not have acknowledged me as a loving person. And I know that, I must change.

As I continue to walk this journey of life, I must keep in mind what love really is, and abide by what is a true definition of love. And I know He will help me with it.