The Call

My mother needs God.
I am an imperfect child, my brother too, yet somehow she can never understand that.
In fact, everything, everything, seems to have the power to tick her off.
And she claims that nothing makes her happy.
I think that its because she has never looked for happiness in the places she least expect it. Or the places whereby she refuse to even acknowledge even its existence.
I often ask God when will be the day that I can see her come to know Him. It seems far away, but I really don't want to give up.
In my heart, I know someday, it will happen. Someday. :)

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Oh Saturday's sermon was timely for me.
Especially in the area of staying true and returning to God's call for me.
Which I kind of caught a glimpse of (the call, that is) the previous week while I was praying at the EBC Challenge.
It was kind of frightening to actually even get that kind of calling, but I'm really psyched for it!
Told Fiona about it, and she went to tell Jacq! Ahh I was so embarrassed. Haha no la.
I definitely want to bring my caregroup to a higher level in terms of spirituality, and also closer together as a caregroup.
I know that I have to grow in order for the girls to grow, so GOD HELP ME! :D
Also, I believe that any area that I need to step up is in ministry.
Argh gosh I've been so unfaithful in that area and I need God to smack me in the face.
Ha no seriously. But I feel that sharing testimony on stage not only humbled me, but also made me more convicted to not only do like, lip service, but serve God with my giftings 100% with my actions!
So I think God knows me the best, that when I get like a role, I will try harder in serving.
So thank God for giving me the chance to be the Soprano's new networker! Haha.
I totally wanna serve God 100% in choir now. I know Cherv is in this with me!

I'm so excited for holidays! ( minus re-exam of course, but Fiona is watching me)
Word for life, Fridays with Granny + Funky Day!, Ministry Awareness Drive, CAMP, Christmas!, East Christmas Dinner =
MORE TIME WITH GOD AND HIS PEOPLE!